+Friday, July 29, 2005+
*sigh* Yaye for threats

Alright, so the other night (Monday), my grama and I got into an argument. She was driving me absolutely nuts bitch, whine, and moaning all weekend whlie my mom was gone, and then she threatened to make Mikey sleep in the back of the house where it's so hot you can barely breathe (or at least, it was at the time...it's gotten better the past few days), if he wasn't quiet because Charlie was over here and had to go to the Doctors in the morning. (My cousins, Charlie & Jay were here, and their mom was picking them up at FOUR AM to take them to SPRINGFIELD which is THREE HOURS AWAY to get a TUBE shoved down Charlie's throat! What kind of Mother has her kid stay at someone else's house right before something like that? But anyways...)

Anyways, me and Gram got into an argument, I told her she was driving us all nuts bitching like a fiend, and you know, we argued. It was pretty loud, but nothing extreme.

Well Jay opened his big mouth and said "Great now we'll have to go home because Charlie won't sleep after this and he'll be upset". As soon as Jay said "He'll be upset", Charlie started sobbing. Or at least, according to Adam and Mikey. I went to my room and was in tears.

But....Mikey and Adam were both out there, close to Charlie than Jay was, and they said until Jay opened his mouth, he was fine. Well then Jay calls his mom, my bitch of an Aunt, and all hell breaks loose. They go home, and then Tammy had to come over at 4 am to borrow money from Gram and started causing trouble.

Well, then last night, I found out that my Aunt has been causing more trouble than I imagined she would. She called and told my grampa about it, claiming that I told Gram that "I hate her" and "I wish she was dead". Now, my grandmother is *DIEING* Of congestive heart failure. When I found out, I went absofuckinglutely nuts. I'm not sure if I wrote about it in here or not, but any of my friends know I was devestated when I found out. Luckily, my grama probably has quite a few years left with us, but that's not the point. Why in the FUCK after being so upset about her dieing, would I EVER say those things?

What *ENDED* Gram & I's argument was her brining my Uncle CJ (who died when I was 3 in a drunk driving accident) into it. I said "fuck that, that's not right. I'm out of this shit".

My cousin Nikki told my Uncle CJ "I Hate you" before he died and has always regretted it. That's why I rarely, if *EVER* utter those words, and if I do, it's to my mom. I've said it I think 4 times to my mother in my entire LIFE, and I *ALWAYS* apologize immediately after. Even if I'm still mad.

But...the fact my aunt did that is what really pissed me off. My aunt lied and told my grampa and my mom that I said that. My Aunt Terri (my godmother) told my mom about my Aunt Tammy telling my grampa, 'cause he tells her everything. So..yeah...*sigh* Tammy's running her mouth like a bat out of hell. My PAP (Grampa) even told my aunt Terri "She'll say anything to keep the subject off of her and her bullshit. I don't care that Manda and Wilma fought, what I want to know is why Charlie was at Bobbi's house when he had to go to the doctors the next day."

But just, GRRR. My Aunt wasn't even HERE, and when my mom asked Gram if I said it, Gram even said "No, she said some hurtful things, but I don't think she even could say that". And then, of course, Mom asked me, and I was like "WHAT THE FUCK!?"

THat just really upset me. Because yeah, grr. Me and Gram had dropped it and let it go the NEXT DAY. Tammy's keeping it going four days later? WTF? *sigh* I thought she'd 'cause some shit but this is ridiculous...oh and it gets worse.

Not only that, but my Grampa told my aunt Terri that Tammy had said, and I quote "Jay Michael had to grab Manda by the throat and bounce her off a wall to split them up". Now hold it....Gram & I *NEVER* laid a hand on eachother. When she threatened to hit me, I told her "Fucking try me, I won't hit you back, but try me".('Cause yeah, I definately would have restrained her ass).

But apparently she told my Pap it was a "knock-down-drag-out-brawl". And yada yada. She also had the fucking gutts to tell him that she's "counting the days" until I'm 18 so she can beat my ass. She just told my mom "She'll be eighteen in a month and I'll beat her ass, my mother's dieing of congestive heart failure, no one's going to talk to her like that!"

When Mom was explaining all this last night because Terri called and was talking to her about it, I drug her aside afterwords. She was talking about what Tammy said to her and then pointed out: "I asked Tammy to take mom to the doctors the other day, and she couldn't be bothered. Suddenly she cares that she's dieing?"

And Mom asked Tammy "Do you honestly think that she's so stupid that she won't press charges just because she's 18?"

So yeah. My Aunt is threatening to beat the shit out of me, and if she does, she's fucked. 'Cause I have no qualms about beating the fuck out of her and then pressing charges. Or getting a restraining order. And my front door will have a "No Trespassing" sign on it, and I will have Adam get a gun if she can't be civil.

It was none of her business, it was between me and Gram, and we settled it. Hell, even GRAM is pissed that she's doing this shit. When Adam and I woke up this morning, she was ranting to mom about how "So what, the Grama and the grandkid get into a fight, that doesn't mean you fucking attack the grandkid!"

So yeah, *sigh* I'm not a happy camper. I don't like my Aunt Tammy. Terri has always been my favorite. And that's not because I've spent more time with her, which I have, 'cause Tammy can't stand kids and never wanted me around. But....Terri's fun. She's honestly a really amazing person. When my former step-dad, John, was in jail and his father broke my mom's foot and tried to kill her...Aunt Terri came and got us. Now mind you, there were HUGE downed trees on the road. Gram had tried to take us out of the house the night before, but couldn't because trees were down both ways, tornadoes touched down, etc. So we were trapped out here with no electric.

Aunt Terri, who mind you, has had a terrible back my whole life. This woman has, I think, six or less vertebrae left in her back. She lives on morphine patches and pills to survive and be able to walk. Without them, she couldn't. Now, mind you, she's one of the few people in my family who doesn't do pot and stuff like that, and she hasn't in years. She's not a druggy, a pill popper, or an alcaholic or anything. But without her meds, she's crippled. She's in horrible pain all the time as is.

This woman wielded a chain-saw and hauled logs away from the road to be able to get to us on Easter. (She was staying at a friends place, long story. But the friends son was with her as well, but he even said, she did half if not more of the work).

She took us back to where she was staying, and we had Easter there. She'd made all the food, everything. Not to mention, my mom, brother, and I each had a little gift from her. And we'd brought Mikey's easter basket, and my presents along.

She even gave mom one of her morphine patches to help with the pain in Mom's foot.

Now, compare this with the woman who, from the time I was 10 years old, told me I'm a worthless, mouthy, little bitch. And who has continually trashed on me for YEARS. And you'll see why we don't like Tammy. (I can't even get into the bullshit that woman has put me through. She treated me like shit, even after she found out about my deppression and shit. She cares about no one but herself. She's even started drinking & driving since she left my Uncle Jay and took up with her boyfriend, "Coon". And she has a 7 year old son, plus my cousin Jay. Tell you anything?)

Anyways, I'm ranting 'cause I'm seriously pissed off at my Aunt Tammy. This is just ridiculous, and I'm sick of her starting drama just because she doesn't want Pap to know about her bullshit. She does it all the fucking time. *sigh*

Anyways, I'm going to head out. Cya'll later.

~Manda


posted by Manda @ 4:48 PM+


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+Saturday, July 23, 2005+
Heh...

Not again. Not fucking again. *sigh* Let me explain.......

When I was 8, my mom had an inoperable brain tumor. She was, literally, miraculously healed. It's a long story, but to say the least, she's a walking miracle. Well...

My mom has two older sisters, Terri is the oldest, my Godmother (my middle name, Lee, is in honor of her middle name). Tammy is the 2nd oldest. And then my mom is the baby. My Uncle CJ was between aunt Tammy & Mom. But, as we all know, he passed away when I was 3.

Now...my brother, myself, and my 4 cousins have been raised like siblings practically.

Now, here's how *OUR* generations little hiarchy goes:

Nikki - Oldest. 23. Aunt Terri's daughter.
Lexi - 2nd Oldest. 19. Aunt Terri's 2nd daughter.
Jay - 3rd Oldest. 18. Aunt Tammy's son.
Me - 3rd youngest. 17.
Mikey - 2nd youngest. 10. My brother.
Charlie - Youngest. 7. Aunt Tammy's 2nd son.

Anyways, now that you know the ranks....

You can tell...Nikki, Lexi, Jay, & I are the close ones. Mikey & Charlie are close to eachother, but not really the rest. Charlie's close to Jay, Mikey's close to me, but niether are real close to Lexi & Nikki.

For 7 years, it was just Nikki, Lexi, me, & Jay. Our little pack. Especially us 3 girls, since, from the time me and Jay were 3, my aunt Tammy stayed in Arkansas. Period. Aunt Terri bounced, and so did Mom. But Mom & Aunt Terri were usually in the same place. Well...

*Sigh* Nikki's done some fucked up shit. She molested me as a kid, and has had a lot of problems. She's been sexually abused and really hurt too, and yeah. When I came out about her molesting me, it was a nightmare, and yeah, most of you who read this know the story. So I won't get into it, but...

Earlier this evening, Lexi came in talking on her cell phone with my mom (mom's in Texas, obviously).....and *sigh* She's telling Mom how Nikki has 3 brain tumors....*bites lip* They were doing an MRI because she's been having problems with her neck being screwed up. And while Nikki is a hypocondriac, for once, she was worrying about the wrong god damned thing. *curls up in a corner* She also has Cushings Disease, which is what my endocrinologist thought I might have, but found out that no, I really do have PCOS.

*Sigh* Anyways, this would explain a lot of Nikki's deppression issues and shit and just yeah....

I hereby take back every mean thing I ever said, everything I ever did that was mean. Any hitting, name calling, or making of life miserable. I take it back. And I'm so fucking sorry and I just.....I wish to the Goddess that there was some way.....I could fix her. That I could make her better. I'd give almost anything to make her better. I don't know if they're malignant or benign, they have to do tests to find out. But, the one is right at the base of her brain, where it conects to her spinal cord and it's slowly cutting her nervous system off from her brain. Her doctor told her that the next thing that would happen is the loss of her arms and hands.

She has a two year old son, my "nephew", Cody to take care of. (I told you, we were raised like siblings).

Please, please....if you're reading this, throw up a few quick prayers to whatever the hell you believe in. And if you're an Athiest, just throw out some wishes. Please guys, she needs all the prayers she can get right now, and I really really really would appreciate knowing there's a few others out there hoping for her.

*Sighs* Adam found out from Nikki's neighbour who came in to buy a can of chew. He didn't know if it was true, and when I called this morning to tell him and basically finally break down sobbing, he told me he'd found out abou tit, but hadn't been sure if it was true. Well, I confirmed it and just yeah, he's really really upset as well. He and Nikki aren't good friends, and he gets pissed at her for being rude to me, but he still cares abou the rand loves her and yeah.

Please, please....*curls up in the corner* Do something, Lady...please...

*sigh* Like I said, please pray for her guys. And if you have the time, a few quick words for my family and their sanity (especially my aunt Terri & Lexi) would really be appreciated.

*wonders off to go to sleep before she goes nuts*

Loves,
Manda


posted by Manda @ 6:24 AM+


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+Friday, July 22, 2005+
O.O I'm getting a life, o. m. g.

HOLY SHIT I'M IN COLLEGE!

Yes, that's right, yesterday we went and turned in all my paperwork and whatnot, and I can still get in, woot! I have to get my 2 proofs of my MMR imunizations in by August 8th (Freshman orientation) though, or I'm screwed. That shouldn't be too hard though.

Anyways, when we went to turn my FAFSA into the Financial Aid Advisor, she looked at my GED & ACT Scores and kinda looked at me funny and was like "Have you applied for the Academic Distinction Scholarship yet?" And my mom and I were like "errm, um...no?"

Apparently, anything over a 610 composite on the GED is considered "excellent" (I got 662), and my composite 24 on the ACT is considered so as well. O.O I was really kind of shocked that. I had no idea.

Anyways, she gave me the papers to fill out for the Scholarship, and I did so. And she said that basically, she's not sure if they've still got money in that scholarship fund (it's ASUMH funded), but she's pretty sure they do.

And what the AD Scholarship Does is this ---- All my classes, paid for. Period. O.O Except for an 8 dollar per credit hour fee, but like she said, government funding via my FAFSA will pick that up, as well as my books.

*Bounces around* And here I thought I was a dunce (^_^) Sorry, not trying to brag, it's just nice to know that I did in fact do well *weak smile*

I'm just really excited. I'm Academically Distinct, and I didn't even know it!

ROFL.....the woman was explaining the FAFSA to us, and basically explaining what my report will mean when I get it, and explaining the number in the top right corner. She said if we score 3800 or higher, I can't get the Pell Grant, but I can get other fin-aid.

But....we're broke, my dad is a DICK who refuses to give me any help (ha ha mother fucker, hope you like having to pay the 14 grand in back child support, ASSHOLE!), and I'm almost positive I can get the Pell Grant. And, if the Pell Grant is only picking up 8 bucks per credit hour and my books, there might be enough left over to help me put towards a car, though that's probably what the back child support is going to go to. (Please, Goddess, let mom get the back support filed in court before I turn 18!) Anyways....yeah...*breaths* A laptop and a cell phone would be nice...because, well...yeah, Laptop for work, obviously, and while a Cell Phone may not seem like necessity......it will be once I get my own car. See, for now, I'm car-pooling with Lexi back and forth. (Mom'll drop me off at her place in the mornings, and then I ride with Lex). Until I can get my license, that's the most convenient option. And I trust Lexi's driving & she's got a cell phone, so no problems there.

But once I'm driving myself back and forth.....I'll need a cell phone for emergencies, 'cause, yeah, I don't trust myself behind the wheel one fricking bit.

Anyways, in other news, we went out with Katelyn Wednesday night, which was a blast. (Katelyn is one of the girls that works at the Subway at the gas station Adam works at, she's a total doll, I love her to death). We were going to go bowling, but it was "League Night" and the "League" needed all 16 lanes. So, we went to the movies and saw the Fantastic 4. AWESOME movie!!

LOL awww..just as I finished that last sentence, Katelyn called from work to tell me congrats on getting into college and that she misses me (I spent Saturday & Sunday night at work with Adam, so I saw her a lot between then and Wednesday). lol Adam doesn't brag much, does he?

Lol. Katelyn is insisting that when mom gets back (she's gone for the Weekend in Texas visiting Chris) and we have transportation we *have* to call her and get together. Not that I'd complain, lol.

Oh, and last weekend, while I was hanging out in Subway with Katelyn, I met one of her friends, who in turn became one of my friends. His name's Michael, but we all just call him Shadow. He's a total doll. He's kind of the token black boy of Flippin, lol, or at least, the only one who doesn't hide. He's such a sweetheart. He's married and has a son, and while his wife drives him nuts, he's still really good to her and such. He works down at the little uh.."Drug Store & Soda Fountain" known as Sodie's, and apparently they sell different gifts and whatnot, and he found this Celtic necklace down there he's going to grab for me (he gets 50% off) and just have me pay him back. Woot. (He saw my Pentacle Ring that Ree gave me when he and I first met at Subway, and we got to talking about Wicca and stuff, and his family has been into it for years and years and stuff. It's pretty cool to know someone else around here like that. Anyways, moving on!)

That's the basics of what's happening as of late, and well, I'm also working on getting back into Wicca and getting my faith figured out. I know what I believe, but godamnit I need faith and I want it badly. And I know I'm going to need a lot of strength to get through college the next few months.

Anyways....I'm off for now, that's what's up.

*Hugs & Kisses*
~Manda


posted by Manda @ 7:32 PM+


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+Saturday, July 16, 2005+
Harry Potterness!

Well, we went to the midnight release party for HP last night, and it wasn't what we expected. I really didn't expect *our* area to have so many fans, because, well, most of the Christians I know think it's satanic, and most of the area is Christian, and well, yeah, it was bad.

Mom couldn't handle the people and was freaking out, and I saw this stupid little homophobic bitch from school, the one girl who ragged on me CONSTANTLY about being bi. I mean, this little bitch had the stupidity to IM me on MSN and chew my ass about me being bi. >.< And she saw me went "OH MY GOD" and like, ran. I was just like "*sigh* Oh how I'd love to beat the fuck out of you, and I'm a pacafist..."

I know, I know...I don't really want to beat her, I just wish I could shut her mouth because she's one of the most ignorant people I've ever met. And the scary thing is, she was one of my best friends in middle school before she moved away and came back. She's the one who got me into Tae-Kwan-Do and everything *sigh*

Anyways, it was a nightmare, we got there too late for any of the events, and just yeah. It was bad.

But we got our book, and some Pocky, and it was alright. Oh, and anyone who pre-ordered the book got a free giant Hershey's bar. Heh, woot.

In other, older...news....

The Plushie Quest is going exceedingly well!

On the 8th, when I was going bonk, I couldn't con mom into taking me, but she asked my cousin's boyfriend and my two uncle's if it'd be alright if they dropped Adam off at work and then rode me over to McDonalds, since they had to go that way anyways. They said sure, and we went.

I got one of each pet...#'s 1 - 4. (They didn't number colors, only species, to make them harder to collect, but no biggy, outside of Poogle's, I only wanted 1 of each species. Anyways...)

I got my Yellow Bruce, Yellow Kiko, Blue Flotsam, and Starry Kacheek that night. (^-^) That night, Mikey called on his dad's cellphone once they'd left Geauga Lake (a massive amusement park up North near where his dad lives now, and where we use to live....). Well, the cellphone kept cutting in and out, and when I'm trying to tell him about the Neopets Plushie's......it dies. He calls me back a fe wminutes later..."MANDA! THEY HAVE NEOPETS AT MCDONALDS!" I was like "I know that's what I was trying to tell you!"

I was bummed I didn't get to tell him first (his dad took him to McDonalds in between cellphone calls, that's how he found out ROFL)....but *shrugs* Oh well. Anyways, mom talked his dad into helping him collect the toys, and one day, him and Mikey drove around for a couple hours just collecting, that was so sweet.

Then...I was waiting patiently because I assumed my McDonalds would have them in order, and I know there aren't *that* many collectors around here, so....I waited patiently.

Wednesday night, the night before we're suppose to go pick up Mikey in Terre Haute from his dad, mom and I went to McDonalds. She bought TEN Happy Meals, partially for the food from them so we'd have food for the ride up to Indiana, and partially for toys....and I bought seven to feed Adam & I and to get Plushie's....we got lots of Poogle's, but some were double's...but....

By the end, I only needed the Blue & Yellow Poogle's! And I have one of every species except Grarrl & Pteri, which, I'll get to....

Anyways....Mikey had THREE Blue Poogle's, so he gave me one! (^-^) I gave him my double's, and all the tripple's went to our little cousin Charlie.

Now I only need the Yellow Poogle, a Pteri, and a Grarrl! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

I'm going to try and get another Kyrii, Meerca, & Mynci probably, but my real goal is the elusive Yellow Poogle *shifty eyes* Lol

Anyways, going to pick up Mikey was an adventure. The trip up was fine, the trip back was good, somewhat. I'll continue later, as right now, I need to go to the bathroom, and I am very tired and don't want to think about the trip back.

Loves,
Manda


posted by Manda @ 12:40 PM+


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+Friday, July 08, 2005+
I'm on a quest!

A *REAL* quest!!!

Now, anyone who knows me knows I love Neopets, specifically Poogles.

Well, yesterday I got the Neopets Newsletter, announceing that the Neopets Plushies @ McDonalds are BACK this summer! And this time it's a whole new group of Neopets! INCLUDING POOGLES!!!!! *SQUEEEEEEEEL*

I. Must. Have. Them!

So, I'm bribing my Mom to take me to the local McDonalds (half an hour away).....so that I can buy some of the toys....and some happy meals. Woot.

*shifty eyes* I will have them. Oh yes, I will.

Oh, and for any of you who are curious...I do in fact have a Poogle Plushie. I had two. The blue one, and the Faerie one. But, when I came home last summer, Mikey begged and pleaded for the Blue one. He now takes him everywhere. Mikey even got mom to buy him a Cloud Poogle Plushie recently.

*sigh* I need to get the Pink, Blue, & Cloud to go with my Faerie....

Poogles. Weeee!

I WILL HAVE THEM! I WILL!


posted by Manda @ 4:23 PM+


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+Wednesday, July 06, 2005+
Hrmm

You know, I've thought about it, and comapred to last year, there's not quite that much to tell. On the first day, we went to PrideFest (me, Mikey, & Adam) and had a lot of fun. Mikey really enjoyed being around so many kind people, as did Adam and I, of course. We did some shopping, I talked to a lot of others like me, and also got a free massage! WOOHOO!

We didn't watch any events, and we headed home early do to the heat, and the fact we were pretty tired.

The next day we went with me, Adam, & Mom. We went later in the evening because we'd been up all night taking Mikey to Indiana where his dad was picking him up. We walked around and most, but not all, places were closing up. It was really really cool. Mom bought me some nifty stuff, like a ribbon crown (we got three for the price of two and we stuffed Adam in one! HA!). I got quite a bit of really nice stuff, like some new necklaces, a headband, etc.

Then, we went to eat, and as the Italian Sausage place was closing up, we caught them. They said we could have all the Sausage we liked for free! LOL So mom bought a pack of buns off of them, we filled each bun, woot! We also got a whole pizza for 10 bucks ROFL It was normally 2 bucks a slice!

Gotta love the community...

So...then we hear Ari Gold come on. And that was the show I really wanted to catch. And we headed on over and watched. It was phenomenal. Ari is an amazing performer. I don't want to prattle on too much, but I highly reccomend his CD, Space Under Sun. He has anothe rone I want to get, but I have that one and know for a fact it's great. I'm especially obsessed with "He's On My Team", "Fantastic", & "Bashert". Those are some of the ones he performed and I absolutely *love* them. Space Under Sun is beautiful as well. The whole thing is just awesome. Love Will Take Over is great, but sooo much better live. That's one of the things I loved about Ari ---- he was AMAZING live, unlike most artists these days who use voice dubbing on their CD's and suck live >.<

Anyways....that's what happened, it was l33t hehehe. I could get into every little detail, but it's mostly just....being there that's so wonderful.

The fourth of July was pretty cool, even if I didn't get to set off very much "big stuff" >.<

hehehe.

Yesterday, I got a package in the mail. Actaully, I picked it up from the post office. I've been anxiously awaiting this package since last Thursday.. It's from Ree.

Now, for those of you who don't know, we've been back together since December 31st >.< I could have swore I mentioned that, but I'm not sure..we had a brief bout where Adam asked that we break up because of a miscommunication (We got that all fixed, and those two are pretty good friends now..)

Anyways....my sweetheart sent me some wonderful gifts. Including a Japanese Language Course, complete with tapes on the course, a course book, & a Japanese to English dictionary. He also sent me "The Anime Companion", "A History of Japan", a box of "Special GunPowder" Imported Tea, a copy of the November issue of "The Onion" (It was the packing lol!), a beautiful Purple-leather Collar, complete with Celtic-Style Heart-pendant....(*purr*), his Pentacle ring *blush*, a CD of his X-Japan, Para Paradise, and Weiss Kreuz music, and another CD filled with yummy Hentai pictures (WOOT!)

He's such a sweetheart :) (^-^) I love him so much. *snuggles her Raven and smiles*

Things are going very, very well. :) In other news...

I've went back to Gaia, and am basically obsessed. I've come up with some very cute outfits for my Avatar, and have actually quested to get said outfits. I've had a few donations, and Aijo even let me borrow his Kiki Kitty Plushie.

A friend of Ree's quit Gaia....and gave him all of her things. One of those things was the Elven Ears I'd been trying very hard for, and he gave me those. He also gave me a Bammi hat she gave him, which, I hadn't started questing for, YET, but intended to in the future. Also, Emo Glasses, because he thought they looked sexy on me, and a Red 70's Shirt, because, when he gave me a bunch of stuff to sell for him (Since I have a Market Pass), I tried on the 70's shirt, and he thought it was teh sex. SO...

I have quite a bit stashed in my little inventory. I can change my look to a few different styles, which is nice.

I did earn the money for quite a bit of my things, and getting 1 Pink Giftbox & 1 Enchanted Trunk in the past week helped quite a bit :) Roughly 3,700 gold from the items recieved from those (a coconut bra & a red face veil). I also donated 5 dollars, which got me a Phoenix Circlet and my brother a Bone Helm. I sold the Phoenix Circlet for roughly 4k, as it's *really* not my style.

Selling those items is what helped me finish off the money to get the one item I've wanted since I started Gaia: The Wild Orchid Kimono!

I borrowed roughly 1.1k from Ree (since I'm holding all of the money from the items I sold for him lol), which, I'll have to pay back, but, that's no big thing. (^-^) So, I have a good chunk of "my list". My Rush Bag is the last thing on the list I really am craving, and after that, I think I'm going to work on furnishing my house :)

Here's my avatar at the moment:


KikiKitty Plushie belongs to Aijo (Gaia Name: Kaizeru), who is letting me take care of her for the moment.
Emo Glasses & Elven Ears: Donated by Ree (Gaia Name: Kntmikado), who is an absolute sweetheart.
Black Paint Brush: Donated by Teh Mei, a fellow Literate Spam Guildie.
White Stockings, Ocean Beach Sandals, & Wild Orchid Kimono: Saved for & Bought by Me (Gaia Name: Matdredalia)

Anyways, that's what's up for now!

Oh, I also am playing RO on the AeRO - Nocturna Server with the boys, as well as most of my family.

I also started a new game today, MapleStory, which I've heard a bit about here and there through the Anime Community Grapvine, and signups are finally open now, so me, Ree, and Adam are playing :) It's pretty cute!

Anyways, I'm off for now!

*Hugs*
~Manda


posted by Manda @ 11:17 PM+


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