Hello
I've waited here for you
Everlong

Tonight
I throw myself into
And out of the red,
Out of her head she sang

Come down
And waste away with me
Down with me

Slow how
You wanted it to be
I'm over my head,
Out of her head she sang

And I wonder
When I sing along with you
If everything could ever feel this real forever
If anything could ever be this good again

The only thing I'll ever ask of you
You've got to promise not to stop when I say when
She sang

Breathe out
So I could breathe you in
Hold you in

And now
I know you've always been
Out of your head,
Out of my head I sang

And I wonder
When I sing along with you
If everything could ever feel this real forever
If anything could ever be this good again

The only thing I'll ever ask of you
You've got to promise not to stop when I say when
She sang

And I wonder
If everything could ever feel this real forever
If anything could ever be this good again

The only thing I'll ever ask of you
You've got to promise not to stop when I say when
She sang

*sigh* I haven't really written so much about my life as just thoughts lately 'cause I'm afraid of sounding too angsty, heh...

But...I feel like i need to get some things out, specifically where a certain ex of mine is concerned *coughReecough*

This song reminds me of a lot of things in my life, but lately it really really reminds me of him, but then again, so does pretty much everything. I guess that happens when you love someone and miss them.

I was reading through some of our old conversation's last night and it was really like having teeth pulled...

And then today I pulled out the letter he sent me with the package he sent me last April...

"Peche -

I love you dearly, Amanda. That's why I put this package together in the first place. That's also why I just couldn't stop adding to it. I want to give you the world...so I'll give you part of mine.

Enjoy with all the love I picked them with. I love you always. - Raven"

Why can't anything in my life ever be simple? Why do I have to fall for the most...offbeat people? Why can't anything ever just go the way I want it to -_-

*sigh*

Aishiteru yo, Tenshi-sama.

-Koishii, Peche, Manda

posted by Manda @ 11:11 PM+

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