So yeah, last night wasn't good, and I snapped and lost a grip and that's just not good. But..I'm doing better now *sigh* I think. I dunno. I just wish I could...do something...

I want to be able to...do things...like make beautiful art...I want to be special. I want to be able to be different, to do something special. For people to recognize me as someone special...

*sigh* I hate that I just get trashed on and treated like shit constantly...and I can't ever be special...*curls up* And the one time I do..it was for no reason...and it got shot to hell quickly...

*sigh* Oh well. Anyways...

Toodles.

P.S. I lasted 6 months, 2 weeks, 2 days...time to start over...*sigh* IE: Yes, I cut.

posted by Manda @ 5:48 PM+

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