+Tuesday, February 06, 2007+
People! Can I get Five Minutes of SANITY in this zoo!?

So, my life has been spinning out of control at a rapid pace for the past two weeks and I am freaking loving it.

I really can't even explain everything that has went on, but suffice to say, I'm in love, I'm engaged (and HAPPY about it....go figure, me, Miss I'm-Never-Getting-Married), I have two incredible me n in my life who give me the strength I need to face everything that comes my way, and I have managed to freaking plow through issues from my past.

It's difficult to explain without writing a freaking novel on the subject, but here's the quick version...

Mark & I met on uRO via a friend of mine. We wound up in the same guild, started talking, became friends, and the next thing we know, we're madly in love. And, well, it's just...a complete nutfest.

It's strange, and it's...it's this incredible feeling of everything being right, like this is exactly what my life was supposed to be. It's absolutely amazing, and I've never been happier in my life.

Aaand if I don't save this now...'cause I'm rebooting my PC, I'll lose it, like I've lost the last 6 entries I've tried to do. So, yes, that's a brief update on my life.

I'll be writing more in a bit.

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+Thursday, January 04, 2007+
To make a long story short..

A lot has happened in the past few weeks. I got a Nintendo DS for Christmas, clear back on December 1st. We had to give up my brother to his dad on the 22nd of December, then we spent about a week at Dan's parents for Christmas.

When we came home, my cat was gone. It's a long story involving my cousin being a fucking bitch & her husband being a godamn idiot even though I was doing them both a huge favor, but, I'd rather not talk about it. Suffice to say, I'm heartbroken and trying my damnedest to just let go and move on.

Easier said than done when you love your cat as much as I do, but hey.

The worst part is feeling like it's my fault. It's not, I know that...but I feel like it's Karma. I got my DS (something I've wanted a long time), and I lost my cat (something I love). Adam feels the same way, because he finally got his computer for Christmas.

I don't know. I just feel kinda' empty...but...I can't explain it. I just miss him...

I love you, Gohan. I hope you're okay, wherever you may be.

And, once again, I am editing song-lyrics to fit my personal needs, so, here we go!

Seems like it was yesterday that I saw your face...
If only I knew what I know today..

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again

I'm sorry for blaming you
And I've hurt myself
By hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside
But I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna' hide
'Cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this

Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?

There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back

I'm sorry for blaming you
And I've hurt myself
By hurting you

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away...

I'm sorry for...blaming you....

And I've hurt myself...

By hurting you.

Some fucking Christmas.

posted by Manda @ 4:47 AM+

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+Wednesday, November 22, 2006+

Well, it would appear that I'm a failure, heh.

NaNoWriMo is shaping up to be a disaster for me, even though I busted my ass all through October to try to make sure I'd succeed.

I still have hope, seeing as how I have 8 days left, but who knows. I may just faile after all.

And of course, blogging has been basically non-existant. I really need to work on that, heh.

In other news, I got some new ideas for my zine (Yes, I'm still doing that "zine thing"), and I'm taking up Yoga.

I'm also looking into some various religions, instead of trying to focus on just one. I figure that I can take principals from everything and apply them. I mean, why not?

In other news, I've got a lot of dishes to do, I have to help mom make Thanksgiving dinner, and I have a novel to write. Hopefully I'll be posting quite a bit more after November is over.

posted by Manda @ 6:44 AM+

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+Friday, November 03, 2006+
Bloody blinkin' hell..

So, about two weeks ago, I trie dto make an entry in my blog via Flock's blogging tool. No go.

By the time I tried to repost it, 99.9% of the crap in it was totally incorrect so, I said screw it.

So, here's what's up.

WoWing away. Ittsy is now level 53, almost 54.

Trying to keep Adam and I together, and it's not going as well as I'd like.

Working on NaNoWriMoing, but coming up with *nothing*.


Big surprise, right?

Voila. And that is that.

I'm going to go back to plotting the novel. >.< Hopefully this November doesn't kill me.

posted by Manda @ 11:52 PM+

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+Wednesday, October 11, 2006+
-_- I'm such a failure at life

Alright, so much for blogging consistantly and constantly. *sigh* I tried, I really did.

It probably seems like nothing goes on in my life. Ha. Not quite.

There is plenty to talk about, but the problem is that it's either all random mindless stuff going on in my family, which usually deppresses me and usually makes for some pretty shitty, deppressing entries, OR.....

Stuff about my net-life. Which usually consists of where I surfed today, who I talked to (which for the most part is usually Darren or Manda, and is usually pretty dramatic, too), or you know, stuff that happened in World of WarCraft, and you know...that's that.

Generally living online doesn't bother me. It's really not bad. Sometimes, though, when you're staring at your blog, which you've spent hours and hours designing and creating, and realizing that it's absolutely ueseless. It wears on you.

See, and here we go with drama! So, I'm going to go now and try to figure out something spiffy to write.


Blogged with Flock

posted by Manda @ 11:24 AM+

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