A lot has happened in the past few weeks. I got a Nintendo DS for Christmas, clear back on December 1st. We had to give up my brother to his dad on the 22nd of December, then we spent about a week at Dan's parents for Christmas.

When we came home, my cat was gone. It's a long story involving my cousin being a fucking bitch & her husband being a godamn idiot even though I was doing them both a huge favor, but, I'd rather not talk about it. Suffice to say, I'm heartbroken and trying my damnedest to just let go and move on.

Easier said than done when you love your cat as much as I do, but hey.

The worst part is feeling like it's my fault. It's not, I know that...but I feel like it's Karma. I got my DS (something I've wanted a long time), and I lost my cat (something I love). Adam feels the same way, because he finally got his computer for Christmas.

I don't know. I just feel kinda' empty...but...I can't explain it. I just miss him...

I love you, Gohan. I hope you're okay, wherever you may be.

And, once again, I am editing song-lyrics to fit my personal needs, so, here we go!

Seems like it was yesterday that I saw your face...
If only I knew what I know today..

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again

I'm sorry for blaming you
And I've hurt myself
By hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside
But I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna' hide
'Cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this

Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?

There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back

I'm sorry for blaming you
And I've hurt myself
By hurting you

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away...

I'm sorry for...blaming you....

And I've hurt myself...

By hurting you.


Some fucking Christmas.

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