I didn't mention one of the reasons why I needed cheering up...

Jason didn't just die. He was basically murdered by his wife. It's a very long and fucked up story.

If it tells you anything, he laid there dead for 12 to 14 hours......his high school friend Brad was there the whole time, and his wife has told like 8 different stories as to when she left and when she got back and blah blah fucking blah.

She called his youngest brother (Jodie) at 2 to get his 2nd youngest brothers (Jeffrey) cell phone number.

She didn't call Jeffrey until 5:30, and when she did call him she told him "You need to get over here, I think Jason's dead". SHE DIDN'T EVEN MENTION IT TO JODIE FOR GOD SAKES!

When Jeffrey got there (he'd called 911 on the way)....he opened the door and had he opened it all the way, he would have hit Jason. He immediately started working on him, not realizing he'd laid there for hours....

Jeffrey's been a cop for 18 years. So he knows all the medics and shit and when the medic got there, he told Jeffrey "Jeff, stop it. He's been dead a long time."

Now mind you Jeffrey's back is so bad that he's in a turtle shell, and here he is slamming on Jason's chest trying to get him to come back to life. He didn't even realize that blood was shooting out of Jason's nose and mouth all over him.

He looked at the medic and asked "What in the fuck do you mean?"

And the medic was like "Jeff, the blood....it's shooting all over you....you're pushing it out of him, Jeff..."

And yeah...Jason's wife (They were going to get a divorce though) said to Jeffrey..."I've got a shopping cart out back, help me move the body".

HIS BROTHER....a man she's been with FOR ALMOST TWENTY YEARS....and she calls it "THE BODY". WHAT IN THE GRUNNY FUCKING GOOHOO!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!

*sigh* I just....yeah...the shopping cart thing, if nothing else.....

A homicide investigation is soooo on. Originally everyone thought he'd just OD'd, his aneurism had acted up, or he got a blood clot. All are very probable of Jason. And the blood clot thing runs in the family...but then again...everyone back home knew about this 'cause Jeffrey told them...we got a mutilated version from my step-grama so we didn't know.

*sigh* When Jeffrey got there, Jason's pockets were turned out and shit, and he's betting that Sonja (the wife) pulled the drugs out and shit and robbed him. She said "I didn't want there to be any paraphenalia on him".....um...yeah bitch.

She's going to fucking rot in prison or get the chair. Either way, my family will *NOT* be losing any sleep over it.

Oh...and if it tells you anything, after Brad gave his bullshit story....

He checked himself into rehab and he's going to end up in jail, too.

They killed him. They fucking killed him.

I'm just so glad that my Aunt Donna has his boys....they need her. *Sigh* I wish I could be there to pass around hugs and tell everyone I love them.

We're planning a family reunion 'cause the whole family is sick of only getting together when we bury people. I didn't get to go to the funeral, but I wrote my Aunt Donna (Jason's mom) a letter telling her how sorry I was and how much I love them all.

*sigh* I can't wait to see them all. I don't want to lose another one without having seen him or her for seven years.

P.S. My other post about Jason, ignore it. Like I said, we got a screwed up story. *Sigh* The four days thing and just...total idiotic ramblings of Grama Shirley. *Sigh* He was getting clean apparently, but Sonja never did. She was apparently whoring for heroin still, had a boyfriend on the side, was still doing Jason...yeah. I mean...I don't care about her sex life, but wholy freaking shit the woman just...grr.....you know I probably wouldn't care about all that were it not for the fact that she murdered my fucking cousin..

I hope the bitch rots.

posted by Manda @ 11:46 AM+

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Yeah, I needed some cheering up...

YES...I know, I'm a Virgo...but..

Halloween Horoscope for Pisces

You tend to go for traditional, if not a bit historical, Halloween themes. Candied apples, pumpkins, and warm cider make you excited each year. Costume suggestions: An evil sorceress / sorcerer or a renaissance pirate / wench. Signature Halloween candy: Candy corn

What's Your Halloween Horoscope?

Describes me to a tee, and I'd be damned if my Signature Halloween Candy isn't Candy Corn. For God sakes there's like...a fourth of a small sandwich bag of it on my desk, a full sandwich bag of Indian Corn on the table, a full Sandwich bag of the marowhatever Pumpkins on the table, and an entirely full bag of Brach's candy corn on the table.

AND half a small bag of candy corn from like.....4 months ago near the fridge...LOL

You Are a Little Scary

You've got a nice edge to you. Use it.

How Scary Are You?

Blarg, death, ph33r me!

You are a Self-Discoverer

You're not religious, but you've created your own kind of spirituality. Introspective and thoughtful, you tend to look inward for the divine. You are distrusting of all forms of organized religion. You especially dislike religious gurus and leaders, who you feel are charlatans.

What's Your Religious Philosophy?

Mmmmm...sounds right.

Gummy Bears

You may be smooshie and taste unnatural, but you're so darn cute.

What Kind of Candy Are You?

Fucking sweet, I'm cute!

Your Hair Should Be Purple

Intense, thoughtful, and unconventional. You're always philosophizing and inspiring others with your insights.

What's Your Funky Inner Hair Color?

Works for me.

You Are

A Classic Pumpkin Face You would make a good pumpkin pie.

What's Your Pumpkin Face?

Fucking woot. Pie.

Your Blog Should Be Purple

You're an expressive, offbeat blogger who tends to write about anything and everything. You tend to set blogging trends, and you're the most likely to write your own meme or survey. You are a bit distant though. Your blog is all about you - not what anyone else has to say.

What Color Should Your Blog or Journal Be?

Hrmm...I haven't started my own MeMe, I've thought about it though >.> LOL (^-^) I need to do more of my MeMe's...I've been so wrapped up in shit I haven't really kept up with them.......

Funny though...they got my color dead on....boooyah!

Your Brain's Pattern

Your brain is always looking for the connections in life. You always amaze your friends by figuring out things first. You're also good at connecting people - and often play match maker. You see the world in fluid, flexible terms. Nothing is black or white.

What Pattern Is Your Brain?

Mmmkay. Yeah, true.

Your Kissing Purity Score: 43% Pure

You're not one to kiss and tell... But word is, you kiss pretty well.

Kissing Purity Test

How You Are In Love

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often. You tend to give more than take in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

Wow. It's deeeeeeeefinately me.

Your Irish Name Is...

Orla Clarke

What's your Irish Name?

O...tay.

Cheese Pizza

Traditional and comforting. You focus on living a quality life. You're not easily impressed with novelty. Yet, you easily impress others.

What's Your Pizza Personality?

You Are a Henna Gaijin!

You're not Japanese, but you wish you were! You can use chopsticks with your eyes closed, and you've memorized hundreds of Kanji. You even answer your phone "moshi moshi." While the number of anime videos you've seen is way higher than the number of dates you've been on, there's hope. Play the sexy, mysterous gaijin, and you'll have plenty of Japanese meat.

What's Your Japanese Subculture?

Hey! I have a boytoy, thank ye' very much! And he's as much of a psychotic Otaku as I am!

You Should Learn Japanese

You're cutting edge, and you are ready to delve into wacky Japanese culture. From Engrish to eating contests, you're born to be a crazy gaijin. Saiko!

What Language Should You Learn?

Buahahah. Ph33r my psychotic Otaku-ness! (^-^)

You Are Changing Leaves

Pretty, but soon dead.

What Part of Fall Are You?

Slow and Steady

Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder. It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment. They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.

How Do People See You?

I don't *always* decide against it (^-^)

You Are a Bloody Mary

You're a fairly serious drinker, who's experimented a lot with different drinks. You're a drunk, but a stable drunk. You don't ever let your drinking get out of control.

What Mixed Drink Are You?

What.In.The.Hell? (O.O) I'm not a drunk. I barely even drink, wtfuxorz? And I'm not a Bloody Mary, I'm a Pina Collada, damnit!

Anyways.......................I'm trying to re-do my blog...*thinks* Hrmm....we shall see what happens....Oooo..

posted by Manda @ 10:13 AM+

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+Saturday, November 05, 2005+

*sigh* Godamnit

And here goes another one....my mom's cousin, Jason.....died October 31st of unknown causes. They're doing an autopsey to find out why. I....he'd finally gotten clean, him and his wife. His mom has his two sons but he had finally cleaned up....he'd taken his wife to the hospital for surgery....and went home....but he never came back to the hospital and when she got home he was dead....he laid there for four days.

What in the fuck is so god damn wrong with this world?

posted by Manda @ 12:24 AM+

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