Well, a few hours after my last entry, my mother called and told me to pack, she and my cousin Lexi were coming to get me and Adam to take us back to Arkansas.

We got back alright, and ALOT Has happened since then. We started playing on a free Ragnarok Online Server, JinRo, and it's been a blast. Mom & them have been playing there for months, but since we were on dial up, we were having problems downloading it, so when we got back, we got it and started playing.

We'd been playing about a week when we met Gram's friend TimmyHunter, and became friends with him and a few days later, we joined the guild he'd just made, ChaosLegion.

After joining the guild, we quickly were ushered into doing a War of Emperium, which is basically getting a guild castle that has a lot of perks. Yaye. Anyways, me and Adam weren't really sure what all WoE entailed, so we were talking in guild, and Kuroshii offered to show us around the castle we were going after and to explain to us. He was a really cool person.

We quickly became friends with the entire guild, and I became especially good friends with Kuroshii or Shii as I called him. We decided to have Shii marry my little Acolyte, Brygantia, just as friends.

After a few hours of us hanging out one night, I told him to call me Manda, and he told me to call him by his actual nick name, Ree, which is short for Henry. I was fine with that. We spent hours talking, and I really, really liked him. Uh oh.

After a few days of us spending constant ammounts of time together, and Adam busting Ree kissing me in emotes (that was as far as anything went), I told Adam that as it stood, he knew how I felt about marriage, and how I felt about monogomy (for months I've felt it's not the only right way to do things. You don't have one friend, or one family member, and those are just types of relationship, so why must you only have one lover?), and I told him that as it stands, I'm too young to be tied down and asked that he give me permission to have my freedom --- with the stipulation I always come back.

Now, Ree has a girlfriend, Aubrey. Given, he hasn't talked to her in a month. And they have an extreamly open relationship, and well, as it stands, he's not even sure he loves her anymore. She's changed from college and whatnot, and she even admits to purposely occupying herself so she doesn't have time to think about them. They've never seen eachother in 4 years. So yeah...anyways...I didn't know all of this at the time. I just knew he & Aubrey hadn't ever seen eachother and that she was in Japan and that they had an open relationship. So I was assuming that...to be honest, I was just a fling. That with time, Ree would get rid of me.

The more time we spent together, the more I realized that wasn't the case. After talking on the phone one night, I realized that I was more than a fling, but wasn't sure about how long this was going to last.

Then the night after the first time we talked on the phone, he told me he wanted me forever. For as long as I'd let him have me. Well, talk about flooring my ass.

Adam, amazingly, has gotten use to the idea of me having two lovers. He knows I'm not going anywhere, and this isn't a matter of me having two boyfriends, it's a matter of there being 3 people in our relationship instead of two.

And I'm so fucking happy, I could burst. I have two amazing men in my life, who both love me for who I am, not anything else and just wow. They're so different, yet they have so much in common, and yeah, it's all just amazingly wonderful.

Now, most of my friends are going to be going "WTFUXORS MANDY?" But....I have to live my life and do my thing, and I'm doing it. I've been studying polyamory (not polygeny, which is when 1 guy marries like 6 women), and I think we've got what it takes to make it work.

The boys are happy, I'm happy, it's all good. *smiles*

So, that's where we're at now. Yaye! lol

We're working on getting our own trailer and getting me into college and yeah, good stuffs.

*Hugs* Love and miss you all,
~Mandy




posted by Manda @ 5:53 PM+

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